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Spiritual Disawakening

by Zac Jr

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I Began 03:35
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I began I put plan ahead of force Now I'm the princess in the palace Understand No demands No advance Just the hands I've used for everything and The will to stand Much more than I ever can say I hoped for Time isn't written, time doesn't fall Down like sand Don't lose faith Did you follow someone? Cause ten years from here When the meanings all gone You began And that's all that you have left You can't even see the goal You long gone and passed it along No demands No advance (Just) the advice that you can Understand Once you taste The sweet nectar there's no going back To the time where you once began How far you ran And I guess I'm just too tired So, put your glass half-full aside Cos I've gotten so close to this before And I don't believe it Am I really here at last Or is there nothing to see In the fantasy Where I began Where I am Understand Understand how it feels No demands, no No advance, just the hands I've used for Everything I've made The will to stand And carry on And keep it on Carry it on Keep it on and...
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We Go Lightly 04:50
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We go lightly, shine on We shine brightly, divine one, oh We're divine and we're glowing We are glowing and lightly on We go lightly, shine on We shine brightly, divine one We're divine and we're glowing on We are glowing and lightly on But don't make the mistakes that I have made Believe in yourself and you will dig your own grave In the bed that you're making And we go lightly, shine on and on Every face seems long and drawn And if they seem out of sorts Maybe cause, they've had enough, but they keep on And if they keep on long beyond their will They will collapse in a heap and die wanting And we go lightly, shine on And it's too late for me But you know you know you can Cruise, out of here on a truth So set yourself free and Don't look back, no There's so much I can't explain Let bygones be gone Make no mistake I can't re-contemplate I have been forsaken enough to have no faith And you go fighting before it's over You're sure you're in the zone Cause your confidence is all you have It'll be gone the longer you last And we go lightly, shine on And we go we go lightly, shine on It's fine when you're going in You sing like you're famous But here down in the silence And you gave it all away There's just some things you can't Ever learn from observance So get in the thick of this biz And hope you'll roll along And we go lightly, shine on and on And we go lightly, shine on and on
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Do What You Want 04:03
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It's been a week or a month or a year and I Can't recall what we were fighting about, cause you wanted to leave all your troubles behind and you said that you'd find yourself somewhere to live and I'm sure I'd be sad for a week or a month or a year but I'd Probably learn to get over those feelings as soon as I found someone else to replace you but That will not happen so I will just Tell you to go, pack your bags, get your things and move on With your life and just leave me to mine and I won't Sit around, only thinking of you, only dreaming of you no I'm Not gonna lose, so just Do what you want, it don't matter to me And the moment you leave you'll be gone (right outta there) Do what you want, it don't matter to me You can go and be free if you want (get into gear) Free, yours I still remember the first time we met, and the way that you swept all the hair from your face and the clothes that you'd wear and your cute vacant stare when no words would be spoken for moments and then you would Laugh and your eyes would meet mine and the sides of your smile would relax and we'd snap out of that and return to our chat and i'd just want to last for a hundred more years so we'd have so much time to spend living together and sharing the things that we'd usually do all alone by ourselves but now those days are passed and I don't want to last but I Have to and that's why I'm telling that you can Do what you want, it don't matter to me I had a dream that we stayed as a team and we Loved and we lived love indefinitely and we Never broke up, we did not have enough, we did Not say I hate you and wish that I never had met you at all, all those years ago when it sure Seemed like fate had connected the dots and conspired to get us together forever, for all of our lives till the end of our time, and it Sure seemed like fate never meant us to say that we Wanted to never see each others face again Sure seemed like fate never thought that I'd swallow Enough of these pills that I never again would say Do what you want, it don't matter to me Cos the moment you leave I'll be gone Do what you want, it don't matter to me When you go, I will cease, I'll succumb Do what you want, it don't matter to me And the moment you leave I'll be gone Do what you want, it don't matter to me You can go, and be free if you want
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Unknown Kid 04:33
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Unknown kid, she's an unknown kid Taking a chance on an unknown kid Unknown kid, she's an unknown kid Taking a chance on an unknown kid I say "more!" even when I'm carefree Taking a chance on an unknown kid They take more, and I hope I'm not set free Taking a chance on an unknown kid You've got this business down, gotta figure it out now Unknown kid, the unknown kid You, gotta figure out Unknown kid, she's an unknown kid I say look, and you turn just as quickly Taking a chance on an unknown kid And now, you can sit and you'll wait in line Unknown kid, she's an unknown kid Ooh, you've gotta figure out Figure it out now, come on figure out now You, gotta figure out Figure it out now Entirely a hustle designed just to break down the Unknown kids, you're an unknown kid and until it completes you and tosses you right out you are alone you must convince them to take a chance on the unknown kid You're an unknown kid Just an unknown kid One unknown kid Yeah Unknown kid, you're an unknown kid Taking a chance yeah, taking it all I'd say worse than success with the enemy is Unknown kid, staying an unknown kid And your known, do you like how they plant you out? Unknown kid, you're the best of all Best of all, you're the best of all No ones greater, you're the best known kid Best of all, you're the best of all Taking a chance on the unknown kid Unknown kid
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Somebody Else 04:05
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Maybe there's something wrong Maybe there's someone to tell Maybe that's all been a dream Lasting too long Maybe it's all in the past And it's somebody else Maybe it's not going to last Or it's all about to return Get on the phone, do And absorb the mystery And it's over fast Even with Somebody Else And it's Somebody Else, ooh ooh ooh ooh Maybe there's someone to ask Maybe it's all in the past Maybe there's somebody else And that's fine too Have this discussion again I like how you're taking me through it In the mid-summer afternoon On the avenue, ooh In the summer sun, ooh Maybe there's somebody else Maybe it's done, ooh ooh ooh ooh Goodbyes that we create Realize too late And here there's somebody new, ooh ooh 'till it's gone by the end 'till there's somebody new We saw somebody else In a lot money, that's cool Why don't you come for the rest If that's just what you do We can sit here and rest And even find it funny now Get on the phone, do And absorb the mystery And it's over fast Even with Somebody Else It's Somebody Else, ooh ooh ooh ooh
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Going Back 04:10
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I'm going back to the place that I once called home it was a Long, long time ago now I'm going back to the place where I used to roam I gotta go now I've been shown how It was a life That is over It isn't fine Now I'm older But it's so tiring That I hold on And I just see the past in everything Cos I just can't let go of anything All the people I see grow up They walk past and remain there I don't think that I could compete with them Cause I don't I have the weight to take my share I'm going back to the place where I once was young it was a Decade or two ago I'm gonna put on my shades with the tint of rose To make my past mistakes dissolve And I'll stay right here forever cause I Can't see how it's not better It was a life That isn't over It's in my mind And I've told ya That it's so tiring Now that I hold on Cos I just see the past in everything And I just can't let go of anything Yeah I'm sure, one day I'll look back now And I'll love everything I recall Or maybe I'll want to forget, cause It still could get worse And the past, is all I can really call home Where I used to hope And I still see the past in everything Cos I just can't let go of anything Think I've seen enough of the present To know I prefer what I used to have Where I separate the good from bad I'm going back to the place that I once called home it was a Long, long time ago I'm going back to the place where I used to roam Just leave me and my past alone It was a life That is over It isn't fine Now I'm older But it's so tiring That I hold on And I just see the past in everything Cos I just can't let go of anything Tell me why I gotta grow up Tell me what's wrong with yesterdays And I'll be in my mind where it's good And you keep your life where you fucked up Your yesterdays Your yesterdays Your yesterdays Your yesterdays
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Always Happened This Way 04:26
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Always happened this way One and the same, hire 'em then choose em I ain't scared, no, that's what I'm used to We're, hot on our stage I'm fine now, they've made their decision Eager to please, I'd like to please them Roll in the ditch, fulfil their vision Know what I'm sayin'? Ohh Always happened this way in time Then and today, beginning and final Gotta get used to this vision of mine That's my jam I'm not a fool, don't misinterpret I've just gotta move, don't stand in my circuit Get with my vibe? Just come and observe it Any old time When you fail, when you're flung out We can sail, there's no doubt about I can see you, on the pier Nothing's out of limit, or impossible Always happened this way You revealed, how you envisioned Signed and sealed, no opposition And then they found you running with scissors Well, what I did say I can't look, wilder and free-er Nothing much, now that I've seen ya I guess you'll just bite into fear That's your way, yeah Always happened this way It's just become, so hard to thrill And fans long for the first film Under the fountain of crimson and sea salt One more hit in time When it's your last day on earth, then you'll know It's always happened this way
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Solitary 05:23
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She looked out Saw some life She couldn't shout Not her wife She saw sun She felt warmth She couldn't run She feared the storm Now she's seen there's more to every day And it goes far as I can see She doesn't want to go back down And I'm quite sure that she'll be free If she believed enough to leave She'd wear her heart out on her sleeve But once again, until that day She'll be in solitary She stands tall To herself In the reflection In her hell She feels strong She doesn't want She just lives Until it's done Now she's seen there's more to every week And she's not feeling very weak She doesn't want to change her style So she just stays here for a while She stays here long through all the bad The good, the worst of times she's had She'll stay here long until that day When she leaves solitary She loves songs She sings along She plays guitar In the shower She answers fans She's never had She longs to be A little bit real Now she's seen there's more to every year But she's still hanging around here She doesn't know how she will change So she just stays here one more day She saves some money for the rain Then it's all gone, she saves again And saves her money 'till that day She can leave solitary She knows love In her dreams She spends nights Dreams a wife Who loves back She can't have Dreams deceive So she sleeps Now she's seen there's more to every day And it goes far as I can see She doesn't want to go back down And I'm quite sure that she'll be free If she believed enough to leave She'd wear her heart out on her sleeve But once again, until that day She'll be in solitary
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All Of Her Life 04:01
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For all of her life she's known within there's a woman Easier to know she is there, than it Is for her heart to start liberating that woman Cause she still don't exist And I don't think she could For 35 long years She's had all the right to be And if one day she, looks into in herself She might just one day believe It's been real uncomfortable And she hoped that this wouldn't last this long If she just, holds on one more year she'll see Hope can dream and dreams can be real But how long can she go Without, her dreams coming true Falling through And all of her life she's known within there's a woman And she can't keep on living a lie So, she's true to herself and that's the way that she's living And it makes things no better Cause they couldn't get worse For more than one lifetime She has dreamed of many more And it don't help, but it's what she does And half the time she fades it out Fades it out Fades it out Fades it out And everyone she's known Has known she needs help, yeah But do they really know her? And could they help get on her way? Or is it just another dream she'll get her hopes up for Requiring a fee, that she can't afford Any day now Oh, all of her life she's known within there's a woman And it don't get too easy with time Cause passing the truth has been confirmed with a vision Where she lives out no lies For the rest of her life And for 35 more years She'll have all the right to be And if one day she looks deep within Then she might find just one day, that there's strength to believe It's real uncomfortable And she hoped that this wouldn't last this long If she just holds on for one more year she we will see hope can dream and dreams can be real
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Unstoppable 05:15
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We could be, could be unstoppable Unstoppable, could be unstoppable We could be, could be unstoppable We could be so unstoppable We could be, could be, unstoppable Be unstoppable Could be unstoppable This is a time for equal Or better our past success in sequel In time you'll see cycling Your past mistakes Were not mistaken at all And now you seem cutting-edge And so far ahead Of the trends then There is no time like there is now To look at what's won and Figure it out In time your philosophy Will prove to be A pretty solid approach And now you dream what you believed Was so meant to be Now it's re-al This is a time for equal Or better your past success in sequel In time you'll learn to trust yourself Trust someone else When all those dreams became true And only the fortunate Can know what it takes And how good it feels Ooh Ahh Time has a pair of hands They won't help you out You have to make time for yourself Cause one day you won't have Any time left For dreams to come true

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released October 6, 2021

All instruments, vocals, production, mixing, mastering and cover art design by Zac Jr.

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