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Don't long for Easy Street
Where you'll hold 'till the phone calls lost
To the easy beat
Others come and move along
They'll see, that
I don't care what I'm doing wrong
on Easy Street
Thought you'd
Get yourself known
You'd bring your own sound
And go it alone, but
Still get around
Lasting for years but
Not 'till you burned out on
the Easy Street
down on Easy Street
down on Easy Street
Hey Hey
Young Suzie
Turned thirty-three
With a suitcase of dreams and hope
To keep them sweet
Others come and ask her
"What's your plans immediately?"
She just shrugs and her eyes don't lie
"Just bury me."
Thought she'd
Come to the street, find
Someone to meet
And show what she'd got
They'd like it a lot
And make up for everything she had lost
Back on Kill Me Street
Back on Kill Me Street
Back on Kill Me Street
Hey Hey
On Easy Street you'll question what's worse
Life without love or your dreams
You were incomplete when you planned to come down here
And you'll just spend what's left in defeat
And you'll know it was always deceit
Dancers look majestic
As they leap
But they cry as they're made to perform
In Easy Theatre
And their trainers
Hate to see it, but
Everyone smiles when they see a paycheck
And no-one can leave
Thought you'd
Come to this town and
Show them all how, you're
Getting it done
By beating the ground
Making it right in your
Mind and your life, here on
Easy Street
down on Easy Street
down on Easy Street
Hey Hey
Thought you'd
Get yourself known
You'd bring your own sound
And go it alone, but
Still get around
Lasting for years but
Not 'till you burned out on
the Easy Street
down on Easy Street
down on Easy Street
Hey Hey
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There's nothing but hope and glory
An end to a shortlived story
A tale of a girl who thought she could
Make her life completer, someday
She worked through the day, and evenings
She lost all of her life's meaning
She wondered aloud if someone could
Help her find a reason to try
When there's nothing to do but cry
And this is forever
And there's no way to survive
And this is forever
When faith has died inside
And this is forever
Keep yourself inside, keep inside
She was once devout
But the light had gone out
And each time she found doubt
She lost a little more to care about
She worried and stressed
She was losing her best
And she didn't want to rest
But the more she rests, the less depressed
She finds herself, to be honest
And this is forever
And there's no way to survive
And this is forever
When faith has died inside
And this is forever
Keep yourself inside, keep inside
She worked for ten years
She didn't get to choose
Losing herself
Through the abuse
Until there was no more
Left to lose
And this is forever
And there's no way to survive
When faith has died inside
Keep yourself inside, keep inside
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I flashback, to the early
Days when I was so young
I was scared, I was lonely
Then it all went so wrong
You and I, couldn't see clearly
We have tried, and I mean really
So much life, dies every yearly, baby
Flashback!
Flashback!
We've been together the longest
Didn't know you at first
Then you made yourself more noticed
Blessings came to a curse
You and I, couldn't see clearly
We have tried, and I mean really
So much life, dies every yearly, baby
Flashback!
Flashback!
Sometimes I run
Sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared
You make me cry
Into my pillow at night
I flashback, when it was better
I flashback 'cause it's fine
I pretend my flashbacks are present
Flashbacks are present time
You and I, couldn't see clearly
We have tried, and I mean really
So much life, dies every yearly, baby
Flashback!
Flashback!
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Doot doot doo do do
I'm on meds, do doo do doo
I'm on meds yeah, Doot doot do do
I'm on 66-55-4
I ain't sick so
I'm on meds, yeah
It's so easy to do
And you'd best be strong
If you wanna stay on
Stay on meds, doot do
I'm on meds like you know that I want to be
I'm on meds and I don't mind showing
I'm on meds, yeah
It's like, you know that I'm always aware?
That my past life has led me right to here?
I'm on meds, yeah, doot doot doo
They can stop me falling
If I'm brave enough in my soul
One day I
Lay right back at my peak
And you took my right to speak
I wasn't looking for paradise
But you came and left me paralyzed
Did I cry easily?
Did I cry at moments you wanted for years?
Is it much easier not to fill up with tears?
Now I'm on meds, yeah, doot doot do
I'm on meds yeah, Doot doot do
I'm on 66-55-4
And it's what I'm living for
And, I was talking right out of mind
(Mm hmm ooh)
Was it forty minutes or was it
Four weeks
Was I alone?
(yeah)
If gOD isn't going anywhere
(ooh)
Maybe she receives every prayer that I've thrown
If she is there at all, I don't think
gOD would listen,
She'd probably smile
And just prescribe me on meds
Doot doot doo do do
I'm on meds yeah, Doot doot do do
I'm on 66-55-4
And it's what I'm paying for
Almost dead, yeah
They helped stop the abuse
They helped turn me off
And you can watch me waltz
As I see perceptions distort
One day I
Might be able to feel
Like those other real people
Did they get lost all those years ago?
Do they wander in a hopeless fog?
Gotta get up and along
It's hard to tell if all that I wanted is gone
Gotta use meds just to help me stay stronger
Enough to take meds, ooh ooh
I'm on meds like you know that I want to be
I'm on meds and I don't mind showing
I'm on meds, yeah
It's like, you know that I'm looking somewhere?
Just to share this topic with someone
Then on meds
Doot doot doo do do
I'm on meds, do doo do doo
I'm on meds yeah, Doot doot do do
I'm on 66-55-4
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I cry in my sleep
I never turn out the light
And I think of all the things that are gone
I curl up in bed
Tears in my face
It was never, there all along
I'll never have a chance to live
A simple life
Like the people that I see on TV
Like the world in my mind
Losing time, day to another
As I watch existence slipping away
There's no life, to recover
Days will last but you won't sail
You won't discover
Oh you can dream of some new friends
Living there
It's unlikely to happen
You can't start what you have never had
So much later
And much longer it felt right
When you were younger
But you keep on wishing you were stronger
Now you see, what you've been missing
Days will last, they always did
Somethings, don't change
Won't you lie
To your friends
You'll still cry
In your bed
That's too bad
I see all these folks
They're growing up so old
They have never wished the things they've known
To stay in the past
They're fine if they last
Change of style, time to change it all
I'll never have a chance to see
A wonderful life
Like the people that I see in my dreams
Just leaving chances behind
Losing time, day to another
As I watch existence slipping away
There's no life, to recover
Days will last but you won't sail
You won't discover
I want a time machine to go back and tell myself
To try so much harder
Cause every month becomes another year
Now you're thirty, and you'll soon be forty-five
Now it's all over
It's too late for you to start it all again
And that's not right, but there's no other
Days will last, they always did
Somethings, don't change
Won't you lie
To your friends
You'll still cry
In your bed
You can't try
There's no end
You'll just die
That's too bad
Won't you lie
To your friends
You'll still cry
In your bed
You can't try
There's no end
You'll just die
That's too bad
Won't you lie
To your friends
You'll still cry
In your bed
You can't try
There's no end
You'll just die
That's too bad
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These dudes were in their youth, woah oh
They were, born just before me
And I don't know why, they're better than I
They've got shows on the T.V.
I guess you could say it bleeds, yeah
My jealous heart has convinced me
And I don't know why, though I try
I don't have the style to succeed me
I paid the piper and paid the price
Now it's all gone away
And they lied
I want to achieve while I'm 30
We could play a different game, woah oh
Pretend I'm still in my twenties
And dream of a life, where I'll write
A screenplay, a movie
And join a local comedy troupe, after school
And make love, so tender
Fall in love, before I run out of time
To pay the piper and pay the price
Before it's all gone away
And they lied
I can't achieve while I'm 30
You have become my sensai
You're my dream, suddenly
Just tell me
That I can achieve while I'm 30
I want to be, I want to be, like you
(just like you)
And if I wait here any longer
I'll be gone, nothing left to want
I want to live a fantasy
The days feel so wrong
Live in the scenes of a lie
Come and help me feel differently
The dudes were 23, woah
And they were cooler than I could be
A college degree, smoking weed
An apartment in the city
I'd make a web series, woah oh
And I'd get friends to assist me
Blow up over night, what a sight
I'm on my way to an Emmy
But!
I paid the piper and paid the price
Now it's all gone away
And they lied
I want to achieve while I'm 30
It's all far too late for me, woah oh
But you can be all you want to be
Keep kissing the guys
You'll be fine
And don't turn down the parties
You may not be a jazz artiste
In your sleep
But things that you'll see
I wouldn't trade
If it had happened to me
Don't pay the piper and pay the price
Or it's all gone away
Cause they lie
You can't achieve while you're 30
Living can become so lonely
When you're your only company
It's a lie
I can't achieve while I'm 30
I paid the piper and paid the price
Now it's all gone away
And they lied
I want to achieve while I'm 30
Living can become so lonely
Get some friends and don't listen to me
You could try
You could achieve while your 30
But I paid the piper and paid the price
Now it's all gone away
I'll still try
I want to achieve while I'm 30
Living can become so lonely
I don't want to make it to 40
I don't know why
I want to achieve while I'm 30
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Don't listen to me
You'll lose yours that's free
Don't care if your friends are hiding in their tree
Don't listen to me
Now listen to me
Here's what I foresee
You've going to live, to love, and then to fall
Receive what you need
Welcome to 22, and boy it's blue
Better to lead and to feel what you do right
Just listen to you
Don't listen to me
Don't worry about your prayers
They won't come true anyway
This is guarenteed
I know what to wear
I'm always too pretty
But the fence is too high
It's too far
In space time
You could volley it near
I know this is a failed climb, but
To be fair
The more I need to make it
The less that I care
Alone you'll turn weak
Don't listen to me
Don't dont, here we go! Ugh!
Don't let failure be a thief
Don't consult the police
Cos they've all got a Rolls Royce and a luxury suite
And you're now 33
Faith won't lead the fervent to mountains of gold, but
Lean on your dreams when the ground starts to fall
Don't listen to me
Don't listen to me
Don't listen to me
Don't dont, here we go! Ugh!
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Come, little darling
Don’t you sit on your own
There’s something better
Than to live on your own
Deep in the morning
When you’re here by yourself
Just get up
Make it stop
Do it for no one else
Hey, little darling
You’ve been talking to me
I’ll always lift you
When your soul needs be freed
Deep as a teardrop
And wide as the sky
Let it go
You're not alone
I will help you get by
Oooh
Nothings done
Nothings done
Nothings over or gone
Oooh
Nothings done
Nothings done
Nothing ever can last, that long
Here, little darling
You can come take my hand
We’re going to beat this
Cause together we’ll stand
You’ll be a princess
Be a ruler of this land
If you try
You’ll be fine
I know it’s hard to pretend
Don’t live shadows
Through the dark of the night
Don’t let the blanket
Cover up this fight
Take it from me, you're as strong as you see
You can dream of better futures
With this opportunity
Oooh
Nothings done
Nothings done
Nothings going so wrong it's gone
Oooh
Nothings done
Nothings done
Nothings nothing for ever that long
Cause when you find you don't need to hide
And you feel like it's time to come around
Such a way that I'll help you free
We can make it your destiny, yeah
Come little darling
Don’t your feelings deceive
You’ve gotta trust me
You’ve just gotta believe
Deep as an ocean
And wide as a smile
Be the best, you can be
It’ll come true in a while
Just before you wake up
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She's got desire to rock free
With a good partner
Someone to satisfy every need
That's inside her
When she hides her
She doesn't know where to start, see
Too long improving
She's got to go back and party
Instead of pursuing
Now she's gone away
And if she ever gets her bright tomorrow
She won't know how to stay
Cause no-one ever mentioned
She's got to live in the moment
She's got a friend in the city
Each time she offers
They get her hopes up immediately
Then ignore her
It's destroyed her
Now she don't care if she's lonely
In her own world
She makes her own entertainment
She knows she's disturbed
She knows she's got
Time to kill
And a bottle with a faint solution
She could lose to fulfill
And if the plan just might take
She'll find an absolution
She lives each day expodentially
She see's how she got here
I think inside she might greiving
What she's lost, now
Can't be gotten
She's got desire to fuck free
With someone she loves right
She don't even know just exactly
What love feels like
Cause she's lived in pain
And as she seperates her bright tomorrows
From the wake she's sustained
She might cry every morning
When the song gets played
Cause she's gone away
And she'll never get her bright tomorrow
She'll just cry, 'till she fades
Just as the sunshine breaks
When the song gets played
When the song gets played
When the song gets played
And as she seperates her bright tomorrows
From the wake she's sustained
She might cry every morning
When the song gets played
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That's being famous
I mean, that's being known
That's having everything you wanted gone
Well I know it ain't easy
To stand on your own, but
I've decided I like it here and
Won't be thrown
Cause I know what it feels like
And I know it ain't right
Cause it's not worth the power
You receive from the light
They found someone yesterday
They'll be corrupted cause it's part of the game
I say
That's being famous
I mean, that's being known
That's having everything you wanted gone
That's having everything you wanted gone
Well I saw someone young
Could have been anyone
It's important that she wants it
While there's something to want
Fame never comes easy
Oh it's so hard to get on
But the minute you ride it
Can you be strong?
It takes a lot to enjoy the time
You're spending famous
Just don't waste your lifeline
No
Don't waste time being famous
Don't waste time being known
Don't waste time having everything you wanted gone
And when it gets so hard stay
You'll numb every emotion away
But with every roll of the dice
You'll try to better your position
Forget your own condition
And there's no-one here to help you right
I saw a young kid who paved the way
They're taking bricks out just to make them stay
I say that's being famous
That's being known
That's having everything you wanted gone
That's being famous
That's being known
That's having everything you wanted gone
That's being famous
That's being known
That's having everything you wanted gone
Oh!
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Eve was a best friend who cared
For Lex she'd go anywhere
She'd even cut off all her hair
Or maybe grow it all out
And be supportive throughout
She'd be with Lex on all accounts
And when Eve looks for a change
Eve makes it work anyway
She fits around so she can stay
But her best friend never sees
Just what she's wanting to be
So Lex just does as she would please
Oh woah oh woah
Why can't she see that they're much more than friends
Oh woah oh woah
Eve celebrates every year
The day they met in square
She shows her love is so sincere
Lex does forget every time
And Eve pretends that it's fine
But she's still hurting down inside
Eve tries to show her a sign
She wants to prove it this time
But they just never quite align
Lex loves her just as a friend
And knows she'll try it again
Each time she smiles and just pretends
Oh woah oh woah
Can't she love her like the rest?
Oh woah oh woah
So scared to break what could be best
She's had fun, now she is old
And she's getting out of here
But her past is starting to call
How can she leave her, eyes full of tears
"I've, got a feeling when you're lonely you'll have
Time, to consider your choices
I've, got a feeling when you're only slightly
Better off than you are now
You'll regret the path you chose
We could have had a life, that you'll never know, baby"
"I've, got a feeling that you loved me but you
Have this mountain to climb, darling
I've, got a feeling that you upped and left a
Great, great marriage behind
It's what's good, you've left behind, not
What's ahead, that makes you blind, oh baby"
Lex never wanted to trip
They're special relationship
But Evie couldn't get a grip
Lex really wanted to stay
But she had plans left to play
And Eve would just get in the way
And with all those other girls
Lex spent the night with affirmed
It wasn't Lex, it must be Eve
Eve had enough of the game
That Lex does not want to play
She'll give her blessing as she sails away
Oh woah oh woah
Why can't she see what she's let get away?
Oh woah oh woah
They could have lived, a life in love with no fear
But her future's finally called
How can she leave her, eyes full of tears
"I've, got a feeling when you're lonely you'll have
Time, to consider your choices
I've, got a feeling when you're only slightly
Better off than you are now
You'll regret the path you chose
We could have had a life, that you'll never know, baby"
"I've, got a feeling that you loved me but you
Have this mountain to climb, darling
I've, got a feeling that you upped and left a
Great, great marriage behind
It's what's good, you've left behind, not
What's ahead, that makes you blind, oh baby"
When she lives her new life, woah
Will she think of the good times with the rock and roll
"I'll, still be waiting for you
I'll never, find another love, no"
Eve keeps a frame
With a photo of Lex's face
On the dresser they could have shared
In the home that could have been theirs
"I've, got a feeling when you're lonely you'll have
Time, to consider your choices
I've, got a feeling when you're only slightly
Better off than you are now
You'll regret the path you chose
We could have had a life, that you'll never know, baby"
"I've, got a feeling that you loved me but you
Have this mountain to climb, darling
I've, got a feeling that you upped and left a
Great, great marriage behind
It's what's good, you've left behind, not
What's ahead, that makes you blind, oh baby"
She's had her fun
And there's no getting out of here
But her past is starting to call
She couldn't go back, eyes full of tears
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Flight or fall, the wind beneath my feet
And it's going to be a dream that seems so sweet
Drives me far from my old reality
When I wake I'll leave the old me for new me
Tides will turn, I won't stand alone
Braced by hope
And the cracks beneath my bones
We'll decide and discover what we need, yeah
Everyone gets a chance to find their peace
Your's might seem tired as it treads
But you've got to keep your eyes ahead
Little faith in a future that seems so bleak
Convince yourself if there's nothing to say, don't speak out
Lightning tears at the ceiling above the sky
We'll unite as the last world's left to die
Oceans apart, we'll all dream a common theme, yeah
that "Everyone gets a chance to find their peace"
Oh, just hold on.
I've lived a long, long time
I can see it's right
Eventually you'll find you're never all alone
It takes time when you're lost to find yourself welcomed
But you won't have to face it on your own, hey
Flight or fall, the wind beneath my soul
And it's going to be a breeze that takes me home
Lifts me far from my regularity
When I wake I'll leave the past behind in sleep
Tides will turn and we'll change our course
Laid by those who didn't
Care for us the most
You'll decide and discover what you need, yeah
Everyone gets a chance to find their peace
You just hold on.
I've lived a long, long time
I can see it's right
There was never doubt how much I loved you
It takes time when you're lost to find yourself welcomed
But you won't have to face it on your own, hey
I've lived a long, long time
I can see it's right
Eventually you'll find you're never all alone
It takes time when you're lost to find yourself welcomed
Everyone gets a chance to find their peace
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Look in the mirror in my dreams
I see a woman looking back at me
Her figure is perfect, her face is ideal
She makes me feel like I am complete
I wake up and I know what's right
And I try to keep up the fight
But I've got a long way to go this time
Tears, and no lying down
She's got a face that is slim and chic
She makes me feel like I'd do anything
She's in the mirror when I'm looking at myself in my dream
I reach out and touch, I wake and I'm hollow
I don't tell a friend what's right
So I cry, cry, cry each night
And wait to fall asleep to become the sight
I saw in my reflection
It's in a city that I used to go
And every store's got a radio
Oh, but the woman in the mirror stares
She's staring back at me as we become theirs
Oh, and there's so much here to set me free
And maybe one day I will find what I need
Until that day the tears will continue to fall
And I won't change a thing at all
I woke up sometime late last night
The woman there, she was making things right
I was slim, I was thin, I was everything
The way I looked was just so satisfying
Cos I've had so long to feel what's right
Oh, and I've considered it a thousand times
Cos I've got to feel like I want to try
Even if I never might
But that's the dream that I'll always like
And I'll keep dreaming for the rest of my life
Even if I can't make my dreams more real
These dreams always help me feel
Oh woah oh oh woah woah
Oh woah oh oh woah woah
Oh woah oh oh woah woah oh oh
Oh woah oh oh woah woah
*whistle*
I see a woman looking back at me
Her body makes me care about nothing
She's so beautiful she makes me pretty
I'm better looking when I live in my dreams
And I can wonder what it is I'm like
But I'll be a woman for the rest of my life
And time cannot replace how I used to feel
Gone are the days when I wouldn't clearly see
Ah woah woah woah woah
Ah woah woah woah woah
If I can see her
The woman in my dreams, yeah
She'll help me feel, yeah
Through the mirror in my dreams, yeah
The woman is me, yeah
The mirror in my dreams, yeah
If I can see her
The woman in my dreams, yeah
She'll help me feel, yeah
Through the mirror in my dreams, yeah
The woman is me, yeah
The mirror in my dreams, yeah
If I can see her
The woman in my dreams, yeah
She'll help me feel, yeah
Through the mirror in my dreams, yeah
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released August 2, 2020